Teri just called me and woke me up FREAKING OUT because she made OSD (i think)
It's this soccer thing.
you have to be REALLY SUPER GOOD to make it.
It's in birmingham where you play for the STATE & compete against other states.
so yeah, she was jumping up and down all happy like yay.
aww i was happy for her.
oh yeah, why I have this new journal:
My aunt & uncle hate me.
They typed in my name on google.
found my livejournal. read it.
now has the whole town "talking" about how bad of an influence I am.
I didnt want it to get to my mom.
so I deleted my livejournal.
what I'm trying to understand is HOW i'm a bad influence?
I mean, other than the Teri thing, which I see nothing wrong, I'm a good person.
I dont drink, I dont smoke, I dont cuss, I dont do ANYTHING WRONG.
i'm the kind of person who will try to make people's lives better because I know how messed up your life can get when you let it go out of control.
whatever
it's over with.
ok time for a rant.
YOU LOVE MY RANTSEveryone is blowing everything out of proportion.
& it's pretty annoying when you can't walk 5 feet and someone is yelling across the room
"lana is a lesbo" OR "you should make out. that would be hot."
but seriously.
I KNOW i'm not a lesbian.
I still like guys.
naked girls do not turn me on in any way
if anything, I'm grossed out by it.
But something is different with Teri that I can't explain.
I can't like a girl like I like her.
It just can never happen.
because there's something about her that makes her different than everyone else in the world.
no matter what their gender is.
& if we ever do break up, then I'm going to date a guy.
because I could never see another girl the way I see her.
sooo call me a lesbian.
but i know it's not true.
I'm happy.
with Teri.
right now .. in this moment.
& thats all that matters.
♥
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Friday we had a post-game.
My mom came to watch me. <3
Ryan's mom says he cant hang out with me anymore because of Teri.
that's pretty self-centered,
She freaked out & was like "RAWR SIT DOWN YOU CAN'T HAVE FOOD IN THE STANDs!" when I was going to get ICED WATER from my mom.
water is not food.
Stephen was being EXCEPTIONALLY nice.
that made me happy, too.
It's a good feeling
Me & Teri's one week anniversary.
She got me roses & a card.
She spelled anniversary wrong. "annivesery"
LOL <3
Saturday we had a competition in Andalusia.
That high school looks like the freaking white house its HUGE
& their band is just grrreat.
So Percussion has worked SOOOOOO hard over the past week perfecting the show, right?
Today we had it PERFECT.
I mean, nothing nothing nothing was wrong with anything! we all played out parts.
& guess what we got ?
a TWO
why did we get a 2?
because we only have 5 people in our drumline.
this makes me sad & its not fair.
The judges are supposed to judge on what we have & they judged on what we didnt have.
we cant help it if we dont have a xylophone or quads.
So all of that work was done to be let down again.
oh well .. there's always next year.
the year where I drag people by their FEEET to join the drumline.
or just Take Chris's advice & seduce guys from Baker. hahahahaha.
But other than all the 2's and suckiness, the comp. was pretty fun!
I LOVE THE DAPHNE HIGH SCHOOL MARCHING BAND.walked arond with Kevin from Mandown for a little while.
He's awesome.
Thadeus got him a girl.
Ryan got 40.
The bus ride home was nice.
the end.
Current Music: "my girl"
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